To Get What I Want...
Why issit that so many people have so many expectations on us? And we have to oblige to them... Can't we just dictate our own lives and create our own future...? When we want something that we are so passionate about, why can't the people around us understand what we are going through..? And sometimes i feel its very unreasonable for you to judge a book by its cover. Like judging the person is not a good person even before meeting them.. I know different people have their different opinions, but they should at least give them a chance to get to know them right.. You cannot just not like someone just like that cuz there has to be a concrete reason for not liking someone..
When we are passionate about someone/something, it doesn't mean that we are going to neglect our priorities and responsibilities right.. We know what we have to do in life to take care of parents and to make sure that they have everything that they want/need. But why issit when it comes to certain things, its so difficult for them to accept...? Or do they think i'm still so immature.. Why are they so scared to let their little chick to fly...? At least in that way even if they fall, they will LEARN how to get up and push the dirt aside and continue.. And its so difficult when you wanna balance your happiness with your parents happiness when you both want different things. Just cuz someone is lower educated; why do you have to see prestige...? Is your prestige more important than my happiness? Is the whole your happiness is my happiness fake? I will continue to fight until I cannot fight anymore. And this would probably be the last time i'm asking and telling them to try to understand my feelings. If after this they still deny, then fine.. I'll just be like how they want me to be.. Just like a walking robot... So sick of all this.. Sometimes i wish i was in America and i can make decisions and do things by my own.. That's even harder but i wouldn't mind wrking towards what i want rather than having to reason out and fight for what i want...
