Today Marks 1mth...
I didn't go to school today.. It was in the morning.. Well we actually suppose to have 9-5 class today but since Padman's close realtive passed away we don't have afternoon class.. Its been postponed to next monday which is on our study week.. haish.. I'm half way through my project.. We are suppose to write like 2000 words.. I'm only at 650 words.. so that's like not even half.. I can't think properly.. I think whatever i'm writing is crap.. To others it may make some sense, but its not to me.. haha.. Every time i want to get started with my project, i'll be like.. ok rekha just shut up n finish your project.. Then half way through my mind drifts away and god knows what i'm thinking of.. Then all of a sudden i turn Emo.. OMG.. i think i have some manufacturing defect in my brain.. My system up there is not working right.. i need to service my heart and mind.. haha... No seriously.
Well today marks one month since my break-up.. Ha its crap to actually keep count of your break up days.. I've been having these very weird dreams lately.. Obviously its out of the world kinda dreams which i know will NEVER happen.. i wonder if we dream, it menas we want it to happen but then eventually dreams normally don't come true wad.. So what's the use of dreaming.. rite? I am actually talkin sense..! haha.. And i've been having this dream for the past few days.. With the same lines in the dream every time.. Like rehearsing some play like that.. it keeps coming all the time.. SHOOT ME SHOOT ME.. See i know i shoudn't be thinking of all this.. EH BUT ITS JUST HAPPENING...!! I think i need to find a new bf or maybe a new gf.. HAHA.. Nah.. Dunwan sia.. later one more den again like this how? Everytime the ppl who come n go in my life never stay long wan.. i think my relationships rite will not last for more than 3mths.. Its juz a prediction.. haha.. Oh well..
Peace Out..
